I spend so much of my time taking such a passive role in my own life, just observing others and waiting for things to happen, that sometimes it doesn't even occur to me that I'm supposed to be the one that decides where my life goes. I mean, I can't really make my situation drastically different from how it is right now (at least not until I finish school), but I can damn sure be doing a lot more than I am. I leave so many of the things I care about and want to accomplish half-finished, and just tell myself "I'm not ready, now's not the time, maybe later".
It's probably about time for me to go to sleep. I might stay up and work on some things.
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